Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Thinking of you

So as I drift off to sleep in my mind's eye I envision things close by
A sensation in my third eye and I see a beautiful figure, angelic and comforting with billowing white gowns flowing around her like light.
I haven't seen her in this world for 15 years, but she's been beside us every step of the way since my worldly eyes last fell on her smile, since my arms were enveloped by her embrace.

My earthly mind misses what it cannot experience in the conventional dimensions of reality. But my spirit-self feels a presence in everything I do.

So as I lay in the twilight between here and now and I let my consciousness drift out of spacetime I feel her with us.

Flowing white around a beautiful face of smiling eyes and long brown hair. Facial images flicker between the ways I remember her. She's an 18 year old girl in a black and white photo, a young woman in her twenties on a beach on a great lake, a happy middle-aged woman embracing her beloved. The tear-filled face that would say goodbye the mornings we drove away to go back to our other home 400 miles away.

Eyes always smiling.

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