Showing posts with label Time. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Time. Show all posts

Monday, July 14, 2008

Nobody wins unless everybody wins



The majority of the people who walk the surface of this planet are out of their minds. This is not to put myself above the rest of us; I say this not to differentiate myself from my brothers and sisters. But the more I try to find enlightenment - gnosis - my higher self - the more I come up against the cold hard fact that most of the people who walk among us are out of their skulls, batguano insane, nuts.

This makes it extremely difficult to attain enlightenment. One must cultivate the will to rise to levels to which most people do not aspire. Levels to which most people could not be bothered to even contemplate. This inherently puts The Aspirant at odds with the sleeping masses. The One must rise above while loving all else as his self. Hence the notion of the Bodhisattva - the one who forgoes the kingdom of heaven to stay behind and enlighten the masses. Because in reality every soul that inhabits this reality is an extension of ourselves. Even scientifically, break reality down to its smallest components and ask the question, "where do I end and my surroundings begin?" We are parts of a vast vibrating energy field where frequencies of energy bubble up into matter and form the particles that create experiential reality. We are all made of the same stuff, stemming from the same source. We are one - manifestations of one divine light.

For as Sprinsteen said, "Remember in the end, nobody wins unless everybody wins."

Because in REALITY - the realm of the truly real - we are all enlightened. Somewhere outside of spacetime we have all merged with the one.

But we're not there until we're all there.

But paradoxically we're all there. Here. Now.

And we can all access this here and now when we experience a timeless feeling of joy. Sometimes it's ephemeral, but when we step out of the riverflow of linear time and experience the loving joy of the here and now we experience the eternal Grace of God. We reunite with The One.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Stuck in time


We get stuck in time, don't we?
When the month turns over I find myself still writing the previous one on the date. From the 1st through at least the 5th you'll see that I've crossed out or written over the number. It just happened earlier, as I sat down to hand-write a page.

Well I got used to writing a "6", and it took me a while to get over "5". Now I have to move to "7"?! What the frig?

I can't help but notice a cheap and easy metaphor for my life in all of this. Change is a bugger of a bitch. And no matter how deftly I wade through it, or how positively things turn out, it never fails to knock the shit out of me. At least for a little while. It's a kick right in the psyche's groin.

But life really requires the fortitude to successfully navigate these changes. Because as perfectly eternal our platonic forms remain, the experiential world is a tumult of passing scenes. As one gives way to the next, there is often a nostalgia for what passed, and trepidation for what's ahead. Eventually, that which I once feared becomes comfortable. It becomes "life". And soon that passes away toward a new version of the cycle.

So here comes another one of those transitional periods. A chapter has just passed and a new one is just beginning. Only this time I am acutely aware that I have to write the next chapter. I guess I can start by writing the correct date.